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Ok, being lame with my title. But it's actually linked with what I'm going to announce!
I will stop updating here with effect from TODAY! 
MY NEW BLOG IS ......

http://jasmine-njm.blogspot.com/

When we thought that it's over, the drama unfolds.

I had the shittiest week. I just hope that everything will be fine after we executed what we planned. Afterall, the other party's reason isn't really that strong. Nonetheless, all I can do in the meanwhile is to just pray.

Shitty week.
Let's hope that it will be over soon.

Please.

I'm so sick and tired of being so affected by what people say or think about me. Honestly, if you think that I'm not a nice person, not someone you are able to communicate with, just don't! Why force yourself to do things that you don't like to do? Weird people. Please, I'm just a human being. I'm not Megan Fox who have superb, sexy body that you can go "wow-ing" at, I am not some Korean stars or simply any girls out there whose complexion is like flawless because of the layers of powder they put on everyday (No offense). Face it, I'm fat, I'm having pimples breakout every now and then. But so what? It's not as if we are going to start a relationship. Or do you mean that you have to access people's appearance first before you decide who can be your friend? How shallow can you get?

I feel so ashamed to even know you. *roll eyes* Just my luck.
& I shall name this person as "who-must-not-be-named."

But for everyone out there, please accept your friends for who they are. If not, don't act as if you are their friend.

Ok, I just found out that I was too angry for this post. So I shall put something cute now :) Not that kind of "awwww" cute but "awwww, so sweet" that kind of cute. 

Isn't this awfully sweet? IKR!
Ok, I shall be a +ve girl this year, as positive as I can, to the best of my ability :)

Did it with Kat for Huiyi :)

I'm happy about SLC camp, I happy that everything turns out to be a success except for the admistrative part but that was solved too so yeah ;) Flying kites with the kids was fun, but at the same time, tiring & I think quite a few of us got sunburn after that but it's all worthy.

There was this boy, I think his name is Ryan. I nearly puke blood on the first day.
This was our conversation (not exactly the same)

Him: Why play Musical chair? So lame leh this game.
Me: Where got lame, fun what!
Him: Super boring, can play other games anot?
Me: Ok.. what games do you want to play?
Him: Captain ball?
Me: No ball.
Him Soccer?
Me: No ball.
Him: Basketball?
Me: No ball.
Him Badminton? Badminton no need ball what!
Me: ... *speechless*

But all in all, it's a nice experience (Y) It was a great one in fact.

Received a message from Mr Loy just now. I OUGHT TO BE happy about it but now, I'm having other thoughts. Perhaps it's because what my teacher told me that day... Perhaps it's just me. I have conflicting thoughts in my mind. Should I just give it up now or should I give it a try? I don't know. I hate times where I have to make important decisions like this, decisions that are going to decide my future path. Yes, I'm stuggling in making decisions. But while I am struggling in making decisions, people in Japan are stuggling to survive.

Times like that, when Earthquake + Tsunami happened in Japan, Earthquake that happened in Sichuan, simply, when Mother Nature is punishing us, humans.. It suddenly occured to me that I'm really lucky to ve in Singapore.
In the tiny red dot. We don't have 4 seasons, we don't have a lot of things that other countries possess but we ARE safe here. Safe from the earthquakes, from the tsunami.

Is 2012 really the end for all of us? Honestly, I shiver at the mention of that. I just can't imagine myself in that situation. Can you? There are so many things that I have yet to do. Next year, I will just be sitting for my A Levels, even before I receive my results I will die?
I have yet to set out on my career.
I have yet to bring my family to places that they want.
I have yet to fulfill my dreams.

Alright, I think that's enough for those emo stuff :) I'm looking forward to SLC Camp next week! :} I hope that everything will be just fine, I hope that it will just be great :)

And lastly, I miss playing in a band. This is kind of random but whenever I listen to a band music, I feel kind of sad that I'm no longer part of the "band circle".

I HOPE that I'm not the only one! Cuz' this is like confirm him lah! I couldn't stop laughing when I came across this on tumblr! HAHAHHAHA, IT'S JUST SO FREAKING HILARIOUS! I have just imagined him in long hair wig and skirt before but like I said, ONLY IMAGINED BUT NOW, IT'S HERE! NO NEED TO IMAGINE, YOU JUST HAVE TO SEE!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! ok, just a random post :D

Boring Sports Carnival @ Bedok Reservior yesterday! A couple of us were saying that the venue of the sports Carnival will be at for the following years! Changi first then Pulau Ubin? Then Batam? Oh well, you get te idea - getting further.

Even though I wasn't in the hall on Friday during the release of A Level Results, I can feel the atmosphere at the Atrium there when they get the results. I know I still have another 1 year plus, nearing 2 years to go before I sit for the examination, but I don't want to be crying, regretting when I receive my result.

To all that are taking A Level this year, ALL THE BEST! I will be looking forward to seeing you guys going up on stage to get your result slips from Mr Kwek! It's going to be damn stressful! But it will all be worthy :)

What can make someone smile? RIDICULOUSLY STUPID PHOTOS/PICTURES!
LIKE....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHA! cute right? ^^ BUHBYE!

Went to Cindy's birthday yesterday :) I had a nice time catching up with the lovely people ♥  It's so nice to see all of them again after such a loooooooooooooong time, CHEERIOS! My camera was down so NONE of the photos are with me, so here are all that I've got (from Cindy) ^^

This is from Shimei ^^ I WANT A IPHONE NOW! SO COOL, AWESOMEEE!

CAMWHORING IN ACTION!

After which went to kid's house with Phy ;) Where we got scared & were shouting over a glowing teeth & Phy was screaming cus of Siyi's wonderful idea of scaring her! (Y) Bagus! HAHAHAHA

Now I'm starting to think of what should I do for my birthday this year! HAHHA, KINDA EARLY? I KNOW! But it's always good to start early! HAHAHA ^^ I couldn't help but to feel so sucky to think that it's going to be a new week soon! But on a lighter note, we are going for Adopt-A-Wish this Wednesday! Going to execute it, like finally!

LASTLY, I WANT TO HAVE A.........

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok, I'm going to save up like mad starting from tomorrow onwards! I will!

THANK GOD, IT'S FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYY! I like to tune in to 933 FM to listen to the DJ says : "IT'S FRIDAYYYYYYY!" I can really feel the Friday-happy feel know! HEEHEE! :} And what makes Friday better?

AN ANTI-BIEBER PHOTO! Ok, not say really anti-Bieber lah, just ... Ah, nvm you'll see!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! That was my first reaction when I came across this picture! This made my day! Yes I don't really have a happening life so such a photo can actually make my day! HAHA, LOSER ME!

I FINALLY HAVE SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO AFTER SUCHHHHH A LONG & DREADFUL WEEK! It's Cindy's Birthday party tomorrow & I will get to meet up with some awesome people! *wide grin* But then, because of the party, I will have to complete my work today! At least half of it, if not... I die! I think I shall do it later. Really really exhausted now, need a break!

& meanwhile I shall go do "SOMETHING" now ^^
Ending off with....

First off, I got rubbish attitude for don't know how many fucking times in just 2 days by this person who looks down on me or rather "us". I wasn't making assumption alright! He said it with his own mouth. Guess what he said? (Not to me obviously) "My group all girls sia, somemore got 2 retainees." *Roll eyes* What the hell. Okay, being a retainee I OUGHT TO be prepared to get this kind of crap but still I can't stand it. If I can respect the retainees last year, I don't see the reason why can't he. OMG, this is like so fucking obvious who I am referring to, but I don't give it a damn. Honestly, he NEEDS to know how to show some respect to his peers. When you, being a GP rep, you DON'T fucking order people to come & take the notes. What's so difficult with talking nicely to people? Seriously dude, where are your manners. I or rather we didn't do anything wrong but when we first stepped into the classroom, you were practically shouting at us. Oh yeah, maybe you were just practising Vocal Projection for your OP. OH! You're taking PW this year & I'm not, cus' I'm a retainee. Sorry boss, I should understand your plight.

Noticed that I used the word "boss" up there? 
Yeah,  this awesome person talks to us as if he is the boss. So what if you are the group leader for my Chinese pw group? You still DON'T order people around. & the way you allocate job sucks. I couldn't help but to keep rolling my eyes when I'm typing this post. I know it's just the start of the year & I', supposed to love my classmates & all but this guy has irritated the hell out of me. Sadly, we got the same Combi. Oh well, I just hope that Chinese PW will be over soon so I won't have to get ordered around by him like I'm his surbodinate.

Another thing that made this week worse was my bag :( IT'S SPOILT :'(
AHHH, What to do? I will just have to look out for new ones I guess. I really like that bag a lot though...

Anyway, I hope that tomorrow's slc won't be too much of a disappointment as compared to last week's. I'm hoping for the best :) And to end off this post & getting back to my work, I just hope that my dearest classmate will learn how to respect people or at least be polite. NOT more polite BUT just be polite.

If not,

PS: Sorry for all the Vulgarities but at least the little boy in the picture is cute. Oh well, getting back to my work!